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Tired of TRYING

So sick of CRYING

Yeah, I’m SMILING

But inside I’m DYING

Hurmm..i smile and pretend like nothings wrong. But inside I’m dying. It hurts my heart when I see you. But I cant do anything about it. I wouldnt call it love but sometimes I wish it could’ve gotten there. Sometimes broken hearts mean I want to be happy. But it wont happen. It is hard for me to hold on but it needs greater courage to let go. Im going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it’s all a dream and pretend like its not hurting me. But I just cant deny the fact that I HURT MYSELF BY HURTING YOU…